Thursday, May 26, 2011

in poetry...


if i could speak to you in poetry
i would speak of the rustic poems,
that the mango rains and scorching sun
composed for us once upon a time.
when we tiptoed out of home in the afternoon
and ran barefeet unto the meadows
teasing the cows and playing with the herd
our toes playing hide and seek in the grass.
when we chased the sun
and were chased by the moon
we had dreams of running into the horizon...
the chase ended with the day
when the sky grew red 
you wanted to gobble up the sun
you said it would taste like a ripe orange
i cried till you said you would spare it for me.
and i smiled as i believed in you.
blowing of conchshells signalled homecoming
as she welcomed the dusk with oil lamps.
we tiptoed into the house once again
waiting for dawn, and waiting for the chase.
our dusty feet, our eyes full of dreams,
had created poems long back...
only today i would like to recite them all to you,
if i could speak to you in poetry.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

incomplete...


Those tattered dreams and scattered memories do taunt
fingers search for the right keys,
but can never strike the perfect note
the tapping of the keyboard,
the disharmony of the piano
words and music flow inadequate
and never accurate.
a heave, a sigh, a new start again...
an eternal try at reaching the perfection
but...for what?
of tears, and songs, and symphonies too short
coz you don't have time for lengthy poems.
a drop of tear to trickle down the cheek...
not two not three.. just a drop.
i sing a song, but suddenly stop.
between my lyrics and my music
i lose the symphony somewhere amidst
my half formed tears, my incomplete songs
my unwritten poems
the care i never showed
were all for lack of time...
time to love, time to know,
and time to care and time to show.
Someday in a different horizon,
when days and nights wud last for long
when you and i have time enough
i will cry all over for you,
i will sing those unsung melodies,
and i will write those poems i promise.
i will show you how much i care.
till then, let my half formed tears, 
my incomplete songs,
and my unwritten poems,
be witness to how incomplete i am without you...

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

TRANSITION


in joblessness and in gluttony,
in madness and in peace
in losing old ties and forming new ones
in missing home to setting up new homes
in pictures and forgotten promises
in breaking down and in break ups
halts, pauses, stops and ends...
in beginning of days and end of nights
in heat, sweat and contemplation of rain
as soap cases and old bedsheets are left behind
memories peep in from the crumpled sheets
a little bit of that left over perfume
the last drops of the unfinished drinks
a half filled bottle and a half empty room
in late goodbyes and the early goodbye notes
in love, in hatred, in jealousy, in pain...
in empty shelves, and abandoned beds
life is lived in transformation...